Hi I have been married  for over 27 years . Still married  but no way will we ever be together  again. My husband  is the one and only man I have  been with . And that would have been that way still had he not fucked around and around on me . So yeah I’m a little fucked up in my head.now I am going to try and  give this a shot . I don’t no what I want .but I do no what I don’t want .